As I mentioned to Cab sometime back, I'm in a weird world. The weather is cold, warm, rainy at times, depending on its mood but it doesn't affect mine these days.
I feel calm and at peace. I remember you all, even though am not here these days. You know what I do these days?
Since the last one week, I work, study and pray. Going out with friends is of course, included after work at times. Most of the times though, I keep to myself and am still happy. I come back, play my favourite songs, meditate and study. I think meditation helps me to concentrate on the up coming task- the decision about my future.
My mother fears I'm on a saintly road (she fears I will not marry and have a dozen kids
) but I have no such illusions. I believe, such phases often come in our lives where we decide to forget all our worries and just be content with what we have now, today.
Tonight, I went out with two lovely friends of mine to Prinzenpark, a huge area where walking is not just an exercise but also a revelation in itself. The sky was clear and full of stars. The basic intent had been to go to the fest there but it was lost somewhere once we sat in the grass, far away from the fest and stared at the sky. ![]()
contentment is the name of the word. Hope all in blogworld is just as at peace as I am, at the moment. Soon the disrupting time would start but I'd rather only focus on now than think of later. The right way to go about, wouldn't you agree?
RunDontWalk
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You are just in a holding pattern, recouping and re-energizing. Hugs and kisses