Hi there,
Am doing just fine and dandy, working my lil ass off but am very happy. I love this travelling and working bit. I am with centers, getting to know the people who will work along with my client and me. Its a very interesting process to get to know working styles from different cultures and mould them all into working in one style.
Anyway, I'll talk about more on it later..for the moment,I'm angry and sad at the sms I just received from Priyanka.
She, apparently read the blog today that I'd written on her and the reaction is just what I expected from her seeing the way she has become. She called me shallow and not worthy of being a friend. According to her, all that I wrote her is a pack of lies and that she pities me. I wrote back to her telling her that what I'd written her was exactly the way she behaved and if THAT doesnt open her eyes to her deeds, nothing else will. THAT was my reaction with the anger I felt in me.
I'm sad cos I wonder sometimes if I should get my head examined...making wrong choices all the time. I also wonder if I should call up her parents and warn them. I was in half a mind to do so. My mum says, maybe if I like her parents, I should tell them that their daughter might be on the way to make wrong choices and might suffer but then, I think, its none of my business. She's left the house already. And for that matter, I think, it would be beneath me to expose her so cruelly to her parents. They are nice people and will be hurt. NO..I am definitely not going to attempt doing that to them.
I know she doesnt concern me anymore except for the sadness she leaves behind. I wished her well and tried my best to cheer up but somehow, her sms has saddened me.
Hi FL
Glad to see you again and glad you're having fun with the travelling.
As for P ... Wasn't it a friends only post? Proper friends know that if they bug you (everyone bugs their friends at times) it's ok to kick off a bit, then recover. We all get annoyed by things. Bottling it up doesn't help anyone. You have spoken of her with care and concern in the past. It's healthy to know that even though you like someone they still bug you. No-one is perfect. Mibbe she's being idealistic, expecting you to love //everything// about her and never get mad?
speak soon xxx