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  • Goal ! Goal ! Goal!

    Uh well...just finished watching the football matches so my mind is full of it at this moment. Germany won against Argentina ( I lost a bet, damnit!) And Italy won against Ukraine. It has been really crazy out here today, with these matches, especially the one between Germany and Argentina.
    Normally when I come back from work, in the train I hardly see a soul. Today I didnt have a place to sit. That is because people from all the nearby rural areas were on their way to Bremen.
    And when I reached Bremen, it was crazier! People wearing German flags, skirts, weirdest hats that you could ever see..their hair the colour of german flag were all around. I am sure you guys know, they put TVs in the toilets in the bars at some places so that people dont miss a second of the match! Bloody crazy.
    Somehow, I was all for Argentina. At home, friends and housemates were there to support Germany. In good spirits, I also got my arms tatooed with German flag.;) And when Germany won (5:3), my goodness! you'd think they won the world cup already!! It was mass celebration everywhere. People shouting, "We are going to Berlin!" ( as in German team; the final is in Berlin) all around me. But I must say, it was a great match to watch. :)And when you are in a place like this, the spirit automatically comes to you and you join the celebration. I wish though that Argentina had won. :(
    Then was the other match between Italy and Ukraine where Italy won 3:0 where people didnt show so much spirit but still watched it. (Obviously, as Germany wasnt playning in this one)

    For me, I went out with friends after the match and took a walk on the way back along the river. After all the noise, I wanted some peace.

    And now, am back home, writing. Time to go to sleep in some time, listeing to jazz. But first, I shall browse through some blogs. Need to see if LJ posted any new story there to read. ;)

    Oh and tomorrow, I will go to the Universum Science Center. It has no guided tour, but as they say, "skilled scouts" answer all your queries, taking you to the journey on topics like Mankind, Earth and Cosmos. Should be interesting.
    Will tell you all about it tomorrow evening if I dont go dancing. :)

  • Adventures in Germany 2

    Sooo..i continue.
    Well, the old people decided to help me out despite them not speaking very good English but they kindly instructed the German lady sitting beside me to help me out with the phrases that I was working upon, during the flight if possible. The lady did..to my surprise. Imagine you being asked on the flight to give teaching lessons! I had cringed with embarrassment when she had been asked on my behalf but couldnt hurt the old lady's feelings as well. So I went along with it and found, I quite enjoyed talking to the lady sitting beside me. She was a nurse, on her way to Frankfurt and then to Berlin.

    So..rumour number one got a big cross from me. It says " Germans are impolite and unfriendly." I say "negative."

    When we were about to land, they said the temperature outside was about -3 degrees. I shivered at the thought. I had never been in such a temperature..at the most, back home, we had 2 degrees and that was like...the lowest in my part of India.
    I prepared myself, wearing all the warm clothes that I had been carrying on hand.
    The plane landed and the old people came back to escort me to the baggage claim counter. They even helped me with my bags. I thanked them and told them, I was fine and nothing to worry about. I had to go through the immigration. I always thought those guys are horrid people with grumpy faces ( I had encountered some in the past) but here I got a pleasant surprise.

    The immigration officer asked me if I planned to stay longer, wished me a nice stay and asked me if I needed any help with going out since I didnt know any German and all the signs at the Airport were in German. I looked at the long queue that had formed after me and decided to plunge in. I asked him where the train station was cos I had to travel again from Frankfurt to my ultimate destination in Germany, Bremen. He shows me the way and tells me that I could come back and ask again if I wasnt able to find the station despite directions. I smiled and thanked him and went on my way, assuring him, it wouldnt be a problem. Phew!! I wondered, is everyone so nice here?? Where on earth did people get an impression from that Germans were unfriendly?

    I found the station after a bit of hussling around and bought a ticket for myself. The train was after 2 hours. By this time, the food eaten in the plane (ghastly) had already dissappeared somewhere in my body and I was feeling a bit peckish. I found to my horror everything closed. Sigh..oh dear..what now?

    I thought, ummm..lets go down to the platform and sit there and wait for the train. I went downstairs and then, it hit me! Bloody hell! I know now what they mean when they say it is -3 degrees!!I was horrified. Not funny when u freeze on the stop. I might have been prepared physically but I guess I wasnt prepared for the mental impact it would have. It had snowed a bit and it was freezing..brrrrrr...my body shivered and shivered and wouldnt stop!! Oh jesus.My legs shot straight to the lift for upstairs.
    The lady at the ticket counter looked at me. I said, " Its freezing down there!". She laughed and said, " Welcome to Germany!" That cheered me up a bit and the smile was back on my face. :)

    I sat down in the waiting lounge that the lady pointed me too. Hungry, no ciggerattes left. Damn, I told myself, I should have thought of this before. Now am stuck. Oh God, what to do now?

    A few minutes went by... Then, a family came and down beside me. Zambian husband ( I found out later), the kids and a fat German woman. I was bored. I got out my Lonely Planet and began to practise phrases in German ( was hungry and didnt want to read but what can a person do when bored and hungry?)
    I mustered up the courage and asked them, in my broken German, " Enschuldigen sie, sprechen sie Englisch?" They had been staring at me time and again so I took this chance. They asked me where I was from. I told them, I had just landed and was an Indian. I moaned on how bad it was that big Airports didnt have a 24 hour cafe.The lady asked her husband something in German and the man turned to me and said, " Actually, if you're hungry, I can get you something to eat. I am going to go down to MacDonalds in the city and get something for my children. Would you like something?"
    Surprised, I asked him if he could kindly bring me some burger and coke..anything..it didnt matter what it was.
    The guy went and came back with coke and burger. I asked him how much I owed him and he said, " Dont be silly. It doesnt cost that much. I just got something for my children and its ok if I get something for you too. "
    I insisted. I had money that I had changed at the Mumbai Airport apart from my cards. They refused to take it and said, " I know you are from India and people are rich there nowadays but we're christians and not so poor either.It will not hurt us to pay for a guest in our country. " For the fear of offending them, I shut up but was so warmed by this gesture. Are they humans or angels?Where do they come from, helping people like me in distressed times?

    They helped me with my luggage when the train came. I thanked them for their kindness and waved them goodbye. In the train, another old couple helped me put my luggage in place and the man offered me a ciggeratte ( I was luckily in the smoking zone) They woke me up when my station came and helped me with my luggage. I thanked them and got down the train where the AIESEC people were waiting to receive me.

  • In the begining....An Old Tale.

    Something about the begining of the world has always fascinated us humans. We discuss about the big bang theory, the begining of the world through scientific eyes today. Earlier, it used to be myths wherein people used to talk about it as well. We know about the big bang theory but the more riveting is, I think, the myth..as usual. :) I think personally that the Greeks were the best when it came to story telling, never mind our English and Irish stories or even Grimm's tales. They all fade when it comes to the creation of this earth and how it all began. Here is how it was told:

    In the beginning there was no sun to warm the earth. There was no moon to dip her horns and pour the rain. There was no ocean to stretch his arms along earth's shores, and there was not even an earth at all. There was nothing but a mass of elements fighting with each other. There was only Night and Chaos and Darkness.

    Black-winged Night floated through the emptiness of Chaos, carrying an egg and planting it in the womb of Darkness. When the egg cracked open, little golden-winged Eros emerged and flapped his wings to dry them. As his wings moved they made a sound, which echoed as it bounced against the walls of empty Chaos.
    The birth

    Eros flapped his wings faster and the sound his wings made grew higher and mixed with the other sound like a duet. His wings moved faster still, and the new sound joined the others like a trio. Faster and faster he flapped his golden wings until Chaos was filled with a symphony of sounds.

    The ethers had been asleep for a long, long time. One by one, they awoke to the music and began to dance. Dancing made them gasp for air. They took a deep breath and when they exhaled, flames shot from their noses. In fright, they jumped high into heaven, dancing in circles as they went.

    Eros watched the dancing lights. "This is wonderful," he thought. Just then a large lump of brown clay floated past him. "What's this?" he wondered as he grabbed it. It was warm and soft. "It's whatever I want it to be," he decided as he shaped it into a smooth ball. Using his thumbs, he dug crevices. "These are valleys," he said. Then he took the handful of extra clay and sculpted it into a ridge. "These are mountains," he said. He turned the ball around in his palm and looked proudly at his work. "I will call this Earth," he said. Then he spied some water and placed his beautiful ball in it. The water embraced the Earth tenderly and filled it with life.

    "How beautiful my Earth is," Eros said as the blue and brown ball floated in the sky. "If there were something bright to light it, it would be lovelier still." As he spoke, he noticed the dancing ethers high in heaven. He made a mold of leftover clay and scooped some of the fiery ethers into it, casting a flaming sun. He placed it near his Earth and the bright sun lit Earth's oceans, as his lovely ball became a shimmering globe, iridescent against the night.

    "Now what else can I make?" Eros wondered as he reached his hands into Earth's seas and pulled out a lump of wet clay. "I know; I'll make a moon," he said as he formed a silver crescent, scooping water with it and placing it in the air. Water dripped from the moon's horns and Eros put the Earth beneath it to catch the rain. The moon spun around the Earth and, as it moved, the oceans' waves beat against Earth's shores like a drum. "How lovely," Eros said and he kissed the Earth. No sooner had his lips touched it than forests began to grow, reaching toward the sky with their limbs stretched wide in the sunlight, waiting for the rain.
    flowing at the touch
    Eros placed his hands at the top and bottom of his Earth and ice formed to cool his fingers. Then he turned to face the sun and a glowing band of flame spread around the middle of his Earth. Eros took a deep breath and blew across the Earth. As his breath passed beneath the moon's stream of water, clouds formed. Eros' breaths became winds and the sigh that they made when they blew across the warm oceans was very different from the shrill whistle that sounded when they blew against frozen mountains. "These are winds." Eros said, and he gave them each names. He called the gentle western wind Zephyrus. Zephyrus rose when the sky glowed pink with the setting sun. The chill winds which bristled as they blew from the crystalline far north he called Boreas. Then he named the lush and playful tropical south wind Auster. When all three winds blew to the same point on the Earth their territorial argument sounded, and thunder rolled.

    Eros looked up and once again saw the ethers dancing happily, high in the sky. He reached out to capture some in his palm. As he peeked into the darkness of his cupped hands, he saw them flash and blink. "You look alive," he said as he gave the ethers wings and released them on the Earth. Blinking on and off, they flew through Earth's gardens. Time passed and they evolved into many different creatures until the land and the sea and the winds carried living, breathing beings, each making its own sounds. All their chirps, whistles, growls and coos became so loud that it woke Heaven and Earth.

    Heaven yawned and rolled over in his high bed. Turning his head, he looked below him and noticed the beautiful Earth. She was covered with cloudy, translucent veils.

    "I am Uranos, the master of all spirits," he said to her. "Aren't you impressed with my beauty and richness?" he asked as he showered her with meteors and surrounded her with jeweled scarves of sparkling stars. She ignored him.

    "Aren't you amazed by my power?" he asked as he commanded crashing storms and flashing bolts of lightning to explode above her. Again, she ignored him.

    "Don't you know I love you? Won't you love me too?" he asked, begging as warm tears streamed from his face and fell across her body.

    "Yes," she answered. "I will love you."

    This then, was the begining of love between heaven and earth and the creation of love.

    When Heaven and Earth met..they exploded!The love sharing

  • Fascinating or Stupid?

    Hi there,

    Am all relaxed after a wonderful birthday party on the 27th night and sleeping long hours yesterday. Acutally in the evening, went ahead and watched PRIDE AND PREJUDICE on a DVD, the BBC Series; not the one which has Keira Knightly. I think, I prefer the version with Colin Firth as Mr.Darcy.:)

    Today, am at work but fortunately, dont have much to do. I know though that the coming week is going to be hectic so I am enjoying this week, reading blogs, LJ's stories, writing comments and going thru my spam as well. I found this mail called " The 10 Mistakes Most Men Make with Women." Just out of bored curiousity, I went through it. Seriously, you wouldnt expect them to write books on it and churn money!! But the fact is they do!! And there is nothing in that book which is an eye opener..wonder why do people fall for it?
    I also remember a movie called HOW TO LOSE A GUY IN 10 DAYS with Kate Hudson( I think)
    Sometimes I scorn at these things and sometimes I am just fascinated by the things we see and read when we are bored or desperate and want an insight into another human being's psychology. Aren't you?

  • 28 years gone by.......

    Yesterday night at 00:00 hours, when my parents called me to wish me a Happy Birthday, I finally got into the happy mood.

    The whole day yesterday, I had been musing over the past..thinking about the things that occured in this last year of my birthday..the progress, the failures and had become a bit pensive thinking, I shall be 29..life runs and I stand still...what can i do to change it?

    I went out for a cup of coffee with friends, came back and watched some football between Switzerland and Ukraine going on...upto that point, it looked borrrrring..no action, not even penalties! And I wanted the Swiss to lose..badly. But at the same time, didnt want to be around to see it.

    So went for a walk along the Wedersee Lake. Came back at about 11 pm and thought..mmmmmmm...life has lost excitement..what do I do to pep it up? Felt loneliness crowding up on me.Thoughts like..oh dear..no one around to tease me, no one around to hug me and kiss me and tell me they love me.

    Switzerland LOST the match and happy times started.
    Then, my father called...to wish me..and in the next few minutes I was busy taking calls from friends all over...getting happier by the second. There are friends!! There are people who love me! I am NOT lonely..never!
    And today, I will enjoy with my new friends in Germany..and thank you all my old friends..who have stood by me.

    I came to work to find my colleagues wishing me, got flowers ( love flowers!!) and good wishes.
    If the weather gets better, I will be doing a barbecue party, with close friends. If not, then sit with them in the house and put on some music..but one thing is for sure..am not sad anymore! I will dance the night away..I would be nothing after all, if there was no fire left in me! Yup..that's me...firelight.:)

  • Yippie!! Am back!

    Wow oh wow..i thought..i had lost it..i thought..i am going old..to have forgotten my password and all.but NO! its just the server which Fd up..i didnt. :)) Good. Phew...now i write again here..

  • Longest day has been indeed long!

    Phew! Finally am home. It is about 23:30 now and I am dead tired but couldnt stop coming here to know if any of my friends had put in their views on the change of colour in the blog. Looked like someone did! ;)
    I have had a beastly day today;got up at 04:00 in the morning thinking, I shall reach work today at 06:00 am and get off late. That way, I would put in more hours and have some extra hours on my hands when I wanted to take a leave. I already have three days extra cos I worked the last weekend.
    But oh fate! I was all ready when I found, there was no tram to take me from my house to hauptbahnhof (train station). Realised had been stupid not to check that before.
    Anyway, so now I was up and ready and no point going back to bed for 2 hours as the next train would be at 06:45 am. So read a bit and at 0615am caught the tram to go to the station. Caught the train and found the weather changed and windy when I reached Visselhövede. That is where I work, a small village, close to Hamburg. It is about 45 minutes away from Bremen by train.

    Anyway, reached work. Boring work at work, but I managed to organise things in order and keep up the spirit. But certainly not my day cos it started raining just when I left work on my bike to go to the bahnhof which is about 8 kms away from my office.

    Then, the train was late..pffff... So instead of it arriving at 16:21, it comes in at 16:45. Reached Bremen hauptbahnhof from where I was to go to Coralie's place, who is a French Trainee here in Bremen like me but she is with DC (Daimler Chrysler).
    We decided to have dinner. So had salad, pork chops and yougurt cake..(she taught me how to make it, really easy and yummy too!!) Caught the tram to go back home but on the way thought, I would walk by the river for some fresh air and smoke a ciggarette. Came back home to find out that the house at the back of the lane had caught fire and there was smoke and sirens everywhere.. :(

    What a long day! Just showered and thought, I'd sit and pen this down. Now am off to sleep cos have to get up again at 05:45 am. Last day of the week for work tomorrow cos I will take my free Friday this time. :)) Then I would have enough time to continue with my Adventures in Germany. ;)
    Goodnight!

  • Change the colour!

    Hi there!
    Thought, I'd give a new look to the blog but now am not so sure. Does it look hideous? Does it look too ...ummm....dont want to say it but does it look terrible now? Should I go on with neutral colours or do u think, the pink suits in here?
    I wish I could decide for once, its like buying clothes..horrible task in which I take hours!! Once I do select something though..it is always nice but I am never sure.

    Well..put something more in my adventures in Germany tonight. Gotta a lot of work to do yet.

  • BY and BY....

    Hi there,
    I was just going through certain sites today and look what I found!! A beautiful poem..let me put it down here for you..

    Fairytale: Katherine Mansfield

    Now this is the story of Olaf
    who ages & ages ago
    Lived on top of a mountain,
    A mountain all covered with snow.

    And he was quite pretty and tiny
    With beautiful curling fair hair
    And small hands like delicate flowers-
    Cheeks kissed by the cold mountain air.

    He lived in a hut made of pinewood
    Just one little room and a door
    A table, a chair and a bedstead
    And animal skins on the floor.

    Now Olaf was partly fairy
    And so never wanted to eat
    he thought dewdrops and raindrops were plenty
    And snowflakes & all perfumes sweet.

    In the daytime when sweeping & dusting
    And cleaning were quite at an end,
    He would sit very still on the doorstep
    And dream- O that he had a friend!

    Somebody to come when he called them
    Somebody to catch by the hand
    Somebody who to sleep with at the nightime
    Somebody who'd quite understand.

    One night in the middle of Winter
    He lay wide awake on his bed,
    Outside there was a fury of tempest
    And calling of wolves to be fed-

    Thin wolves, grey & silent as shadows;
    And Olaf was frightened to death.
    He had peeped through a crack in the doorpost
    And seen the white smoke of their breath.

    But suddenly over the storm wind,
    He heard a small voice pleadingly
    Cry, " I'm a snow fairy, Olaf
    Open the window for me."

    So he did and there flew through the opening
    The daintiest, prettiest sprite
    Her face, her dress and her stockings
    Her hands & her curls were all white.

    And she said, " Oh you poor little stranger
    Before I am melted you know
    I have brought you a valuable present
    A little brown fiddle and a bow.

    So now you can never be lonely
    With a fiddle, you see,for a friend
    But all through the Summer & Winter
    Play beautiful songs without end."

    And then- O she melted like water,
    But Olaf was happy at last;
    The fiddle he tucked in his shoulder,
    He held his little bow very fast.

    So perhaps on the quietest of evenings,
    If you listen, you may hear him soon.
    The child who is playing the fiddle
    Up away in the cold, lonely moon.

    Super, isnt it? I have been reading about mythical creatures tonight.

    Friday night, I must go outside, enjoy with friends, drink beer and eat pretzel, dance and flirt but here I am; sitting at home, feeling at ease.

    Earlier in the evening, I thought, I am alone but all of a sudden that feeling has gone away. A warmth envelopes me. Dont know what gives me that feeling. I am not in love, have no one special in my life, working hard with barely time to see friends; in short..very boring life these days.BUT......

    Since the last couple of days, I have had this restless engergy in me, I spend it by dancing in my room, happy to be there. Normally, I would rather go to a club or a bar with friends and enjoy myself with them,talking and joking, dancing and singing..but not these days..what is happening to me? Is something going to happen soon in my life which I know deep inside but consciously am not aware of it? Is this because I am going to be 29 years old very soon??

    But that is nothing to be happy about....or is it? Is time trying to tell me something ?? Can you tell me what is happening?

    Looking foward to an answer to this puzzle.

    angel praying

  • Work in Germany

    Hi there everyone,
    I have been in germany now since the last three and a half months. Have been busy with life and so almost forgot that I had wanted to write something in here.
    But then, that is me!! Take life as it comes..
    Well, I had come here with a broken heart, determined to work hard and forget all about my past experience. Things have turned out to be better than I expected them to. Lets start from how it went from the begining.

    Things went with a good start. I think, I have been quite lucky when it comes to Germany. Got a visa by February when I didnt think I would make it. They said, visa processing takes atleast 6-8 weeks,I had applied only in the 2nd week of February due to late coming of papers from Germany itself. Everything would be ok but then, the company wanted me to be present in Germany on the 2nd of March. I thought, shit! I lost it..I wont be able to go.
    But surprise surprise!! I got a visa in about a week though got it for lesser duration that I had asked for. I wanted a six month visa but they gave me 90 days, saying " you must go to the ALIENS' RESIDENCE (!!!!!!) to get your visa extended if you want to stay there. I said, ok..will do so.

    Then comes the time when I flew on the 2nd of March.I said a tearful farewell to my mother and sister who came to see me off at Ahmedabad Airport. I was going to fly from Ahmedabad to Bombay first. Being March, I anticipated, it must be cold in Germany so I wore a light jacket and carried the other heavy stuff with me.
    My flight was with Qatar Airways, which meant, I would fly to Doha first and then to Frankfurt from there. I got myself Lonely Planet to get to know the country that I was going to better at Bombay Airport.
    I was carrying about 45 kilos of baggage with sweaters and stuff inside. Summer clothes not even added!! My weight is 45 kilos!! People stared thinking, " what is this girl upto? She needs help."
    People came to help me with my bags. Now Bombay being the place it is, you cant trust people. What if they ran away with your baggage? I carried it all by myself.Felt like a donkey but had no choice in that matter.

    Doha was good when I stopped there for four hours of transit. I am amazed at how much the earth has given them. Desert, sea and oil...true, if nature wants to make you rich, it does its best! Lots of sheikhs around, shopping..tourists shopping..so basically, everyone I saw there was shopping..duty free after all! My budget didnt extend to shopping even before I had reached Germany..after all, I was going there as a trainee and was going to live there on student budget. Even in India, I earned enough but not according to European standard that I could spend anytime I wanted. All I had with me to take to Germany were 800 Euros. And I would have to wait for one month before my first intern salary came in..so best not shop. But I enjoyed window shopping anyway. Didnt forget to buy choclates.

    My flight to Frankfurt was late by two hours..so more waiting. In the meanwhile, there were a couple of Germans waiting for the same flight. I wondered how they would behave back home if they saw me. Will they stare? Will they wonder where I am from? Will they look at me with scorn in their eyes because I am brown? Didnt know.

    CONTD: 20.06.06
    They definitely stared at me, but it was not unkind. Infact they smiled!! I smiled back. One was a group of old people, about 55-70 years old. One of the ladies, when I smiled back, spoke in German to me, asking me something. I could only smile and then, informed them that I couldnt speak German. I had learnt " Sprechen sie Englisch?" from my dear Lonely Planet.:)) So I used it and got an instant response. "Ja aber schlecht." Didnt know what that meant but could make out the yes in the sentence.

    So they gathered around me, seeing I am alone, cant speak German and am on my way to Germany to work there for 6 months. They helped me all they could, and I was quite overwelhmed. They asked me where I wanted to go after getting down at Frankfurt. I told them I was going to Bremen. They oohed and aahed..told me I will like the place and that one of the ladies was going there so maybe she could guide me with the train ticket and all. They thought it improper for me to be alone in the night at the station, especially when I didnt know any German. It was .....I felt like they were my close old relatives trying to protect me. Not something I was expecting for sure!
    I thanked them kindly and went ahead to board as our flight was announced.

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